“all the characters ever written are already inside you. Its just a matter of accessing them and bringing them forward. and having no fear of the dark inside.”
—Jane Lynch ( Happy Accidents)
June 2012
holy hell…
I totally get why boys wear boxer briefs now, did you know they made those for girls?
and they’re probably the most comfortable underwear in the world.
May 2012
You Got Lucky
The Gaslight Anthem
The Gaslight Anthem | You Got Lucky (Tom Petty and The Heartbreakers cover)
“You are a worthy individual, no matter what your past, no matter what your thoughts, no matter who believes in you. You are life itself, growing and expanding and reaching upward. All people are valuable, beautiful and unique. Every experience you have is meant to teach you more about creating love in your life.”
—Orin (via ohmothernature)
“I’m an emotional person—I feel things, and I need to be able to get upset and to talk about how I’m feeling. I mean, that’s just.. that’s who I am, and I can’t change it. I don’t want to.”
—Felicity (via wrists)
Kissing Families
Silversun Pickups
silversun pickups - kissing families
Tonight.
I met William’s friend John Rose ( I.E. The Man with the hair) after the break up I never thought I’d actually get to meet him, but he walked right into green art tonight and the minute I saw him I recognized him and ran over to hug him ( which may sound weird but after the stories I’ve heard I felt like I knew him)
A man who comes into my work sometimes saw me at Green Art and started talking to me, he said that anytime he saw me now he was going to call me “butterfly”
I got to see Carlos Picasso, Andrew Cummins’ dog, because he showed up at GAP as well.
People kept talking about relationships: Lisbet told me to read Why Men Love Bitches, and Hip E. Mark started saying that you had to walk through the shit to get to the good stuff, the important thing was just not to sit in it, not to let it bury you, because once it rained, that was it, there was no way out of that hole.
I took less photographs.
I tried really really hard to feel something for someone, but I just don’t. He gives great hugs, he’s a great person, but there’s no spark, there’s no feeling of dizziness, I’m afraid I’ll never actually feel that way about anyone again, or maybe I’m just not ready to feel that way again…..
I have no idea what anything means. Chong ( the Flower Maker) told me that everything starts out with a baby step, and that I probably needed to get good and drunk, there’s more to that story.
FREE ENERGY - Something In Common
Free Energy- Something in Common
when you’re listening to music on i-tunes and a song like this starts playing.
I really have no idea where I find 2/3 of the music I have, but good god I’m glad I have it.
“Never chase love, affection, or attention. If it isn’t given freely by another person, it isn’t worth having.”
—(via fashhh)
“I had many lives. Feeding
into a river, the river
feeding into a great ocean. If the self
becomes invisible has it disappeared?” —Louise Glück, “Formaggio” (via leopoldgursky)
into a river, the river
feeding into a great ocean. If the self
becomes invisible has it disappeared?” —Louise Glück, “Formaggio” (via leopoldgursky)
Missy Higgins - Hello Hello
“Hello Hello” - Missy Higgins
unf. I’ve missed her voice!
the new edward sharpe album is so fucking good.
so proud of them, they’ve come such a long way.
“Enjoy the doing”
—David Lynch (via lynchian-appreciation-society)
“I used to feel so alone in the city. All those gazillions of people and then me, on the outside. Because how do you meet a new person? I was very stunned by this for many years. And then I realized, you just say, ‘Hi.’ They may ignore you. Or you may marry them. And that possibility is worth that one word.”
—Augusten Burroughs (via septembersmoke)
Ho Hey
The Lumineers
(Ho!) I’ve been trying to do it right
(Hey!) I’ve been living a lonely life
(Ho!) I’ve been sleeping here instead
(Hey!)I’ve been sleeping in my bed,
(Ho!) I’ve been sleeping in my bed (Hey!) (Ho!)
(Ho!) So show me family
(Hey!) All the blood that I would bleed
(Ho!) I don’t know where I belong
(Hey!) I don’t know where I went wrong
(Ho!) But I can write a song (Hey!)I belong with you, you belong with me you’re my sweetheart I belong with you, you belong with me you’re my sweet
(Ho!) (hey!) (ho!) (hey!)(ho!) I don’t think you’re right for him
(hey!) Look at what it might have been if you
(ho!) Took the bus to china town
(hey!) I’ve been standing on Canal
(ho!) And Bowery (hey!)
(ho!) And she’d be standing next to me
(hey!)I belong with you you belong with me you’re my sweet heart I belong with you, you belong with me you’re my sweet heart And love we need it now Let’s hope for some Cause oh, we’re bleeding out Chorus: I belong with you you belong with me you’re my sweet heart I belong with you you belong with me you’re my sweet
(Ho!) (Hey!) (Ho!) (Hey!)
I do love this song.
goodbye
Daniela Andrade
Goodbye (original) by Daniela Andrade
swore to myself that i’d be fine
dont know what to do cause
baby, i’ve missed you lately
& maybe you’ve taken someone new
but I still think about you
baby, I’ve missed you lately
& if time were on our side
could you tell me one more lie
that we were perfect, yeah we were right
that it wasn’t just goodbye
that it wasn’t just goodbye
swore to myself that i’d be fine
dont know what to do cause
baby, I’ve missed you lately
& maybe i’ll take somebody new
and you’ll be thinking about me
baby, have you missed me lately?
& if time were on our side
I would tell you one more lie
that we were perfect, yeah we were right
and that it wasn’t just goodbye
that it wasn’t just goodbye
but this is goodbye
Play
the best way to break your own heart is by trying to hold onto something that’s already gone.
and I keep doing it,
I just: hold on, and there’s nothing there.
its like trying to touch a ghost.
“The difference between how you look and how you see yourself is enough to kill most people.”
—Chuck Palahniuk (via vangachnang)
“But let us get one thing straight: the best years of our lives are not behind us. They’re part of us and they are set for repetition as we grow up and move to New York and away from New York and wish we did or didn’t live in New York. I plan on having parties when I’m 30. I plan on having fun when I’m old. Any notion of THE BEST years comes from clichéd “should haves…” “if I’d…” “wish I’d…”
—
Yale Daily News column on how we have time to do what we dream of. The writer, 22, died a few days later in a car crash.
Man it sure is dusty around here…
(via climateadaptation)
sans terre: the sciences sing a lullabye, by albert goldbarth →
belgards.tumblr.com
(via sharingpoetry)
Physics says: Go to sleep. Of course
you’re tired. Every atom in you
has been dancing the shimmy in silver shoes
nonstop from mitosis to now.
Quit tapping your feet. They’ll dance
inside themselves without you. Go to sleep.Geology says: It will be all right. Slow inch
by inch America is giving itself
to the ocean. Go to sleep. Let darkness
lap at your sides. Give darkness an inch.
You aren’t alone. All of the continents used to be
one body. You aren’t alone. Go to sleep.Astronomy says: The sun will rise tomorrow,
Zoology says: on rainbow-fish and lithe gazelle,
Psychology says: but first it has to be night, so
Biology says: the body-clocks are stopped all over town
and
History says: here are the blankets, layer on layer, down and down.
Play
She described herself as a girl cursed with wanderlust, and she terribly wanted to be loved.
