the slow dance of the infinite stars.

on a date.

by a boy who lives in L.A.

that I’ve only met once.

wowza.

wow.

My phone is always on silent. I am notorious for leaving the house without it, leaving it on top of my car, or under the desk at work, and not charging it. If you call me I probably won’t answer for that very reason, I’m sorry, I’m awful, I know.

Today I came inside to find two voicemail messages on my phone, both from the same girl asking me to call her back as soon as possible. Lets just say that I felt horrible after I’d heard them, and called her back right away, only to get her voicemail. I told her that I was sorry,explained that the phone had been on silent and that I would put it on ring as soon as I hung up the phone, and I did. For the first time in about a year my phone is on Ring, and I am sitting here, typing this, going out of my mind with worry because I don’t know if she is sick, or hurt or stranded and I feel guilty and mean for having my phone on silent.

TOM: I didn’t go to the moon, I went much further - for time is the longest distance between places. Not long after that I was fired for writing a poem on the lid of a shoebox.
I left Saint Louis. I descended the step of this fire-escape for a last time and followed, from then on, in my father’s footsteps, attempting to find in motion what was lost in space - I travelled around a great deal. The cities swept about me like dead leaves, leaves that were brightly coloured but tom away from the branches.
I would have stopped, but I was pursued by something.
It always came upon me unawares, taking me altogether by surprise. Perhaps it was a familiar bit of music. Perhaps it was only a piece of transparent glass. Perhaps I am walking along a street at night, in some strange city, before I have found companions. I pass the lighted window of a shop where perfume is sold. The window is filled with pieces of coloured glass, tiny transparent bottles in delicate colours, like bits of a shattered rainbow.
Then all at once my sister touches my shoulder. I turn around and look into her eyes …
Oh, Laura, Laura, I tried to leave you behind me, but I am more faithful than I intended to be !
I reach for a cigarette, I cross the street, I run into the movies or a bar, I buy a drink, I speak to the nearest stranger -anything that can blow your candles out !

[LAURA bends over the candles.]

- for nowadays the world is lit by lightning ! Blow out your candles, Laura - and so good-bye.

it will be halloween in 15 minutes.

Tonight we had the first perfect show of the entire run. God I love my cast, and I love my little assistant, she is the cutest little thing!

I scared the crap out of Jan ( pronounced: yawn) for the second time. which leaves us with: Ashley- 2 Jan- 0

I have an audition tomorrow.

Sunday will be the Finale of the Glass Menagerie. It is going to be a sad day for me, this project has been like my baby for the past four months.

I was invited to a party in L.A. on Thursday. I really want to go but A) don’t know my work schedule. and B) am horrible in L.A. on my own. I’ll have to mull this one over for a few days.

I will be running the lights/stage managing/ directing/ everything in between for the next 5 or so hours. Have a lovely evening tumblr and in case I don’t see you tomorrow: Happy Halloween:)

jennymaymeyers:

The new Pandora
http://www.stereomood.com
Plays music based on the kind of mood you’re in…luvs!

 I second that. <3

adeandabet:

cajunboy:

This is such a great playlist to download. Thank you Bunnynico!

bunnynico:

1. New Order - Ceremony
2. Andrew Bird - Not a Robot, But a Ghost
3. Broken Social Scene - Frightening Lives
4. Evangelicals - The Halloween Song
5. Pavement - Grave Architecture
6. Frightened Rabbit - Heads Roll Off
7. Echo & The Bunnymen - The Killing Moon
8. Maus - Ghostsong
9. The Cure - A Forest
10. David Bowie - Scary Monsters (And Super Creeps)
11. Neutral Milk Hotel - Ghost
12. Blue Oyster Cult - Don’t Fear The Reaper
13. The Tallest Man On Earth - This Wind
14. Bow Wow Wow - I Want Candy
15. Joggers - Horny Ghost
16. Q Lazzarus - Goodbye Horses
17. Fanfarlo - Ghosts
18. Frightened Rabbit - Who’d You’d Kill Now?
19. Casiotone for the Painfully Alone - Half Ghost
20. Pavement - The Killing Moon (Echo & The Bunnymen Cover)
21. Frightened Rabbit - Fast Blood
22. Sufjan Stevens - They Are Night Zombies !!
23. Arthur Brown - I Put A Spell On You
24. David Bowie - Magic Dance
25. Bauhaus - Bela Lugosi’s Dead
26. Soho Dolls - My Vampire
27. The Sound - Skeletons
28. Sonic Youth - Hallowe’en
29. The Cherubs - Faces & Masks
30. Lou Reed - Halloween Parade
31. Kate Bush - Waking The Witch
32. David Bowie - Please Mr Gravedigger
33. The Cure - All Cats Are Grey
34. Siouxsie & The Banshees - Halloween
35. Public Image Ltd. - Graveyard
36. The Flaming Lips - Halloween On The Barbary Coast
37. Bat For Lashes - Bat’s Mouth
38. Dead Man’s Bones - My Body’s A Zombie For You

Download Mix

A mix for my party! Muchas gracías

 ohhhhhhh:) playlist <3